I feel like I’ve been treading water lately. And not the cool refreshing kind in the apartment pool we crash each summer — soon though. It’s the other kind; the metaphorical kind that has me in a sea of waves with no land in sight.
There aren’t sharks, so that’s good. Actually there are dozens of pretty dolphins swimming about. It’s great, it really is. But I kinda need one of these creatures to give me a speedy ride to shore. As much as I enjoy the view, it’s a little exhausting.
Projects, jobs, events, all the things. I have a tendency to want to do all the things. Some, I kind of have to do — you know to pay bills — but I like them just the same. For the past year though, I’ve been doing a whole lot of doing without significant movement. At least that’s how it feels.
I feel torn, exhausted, and poor a lot of days. Now I also feel really happy, so don’t think I’m just whining. Rather, it’s just had me thinking lately. What do I do to create movement? How can I get ahead? How do I hail a damn dolpin taxi?!
I’m working on a challenge series for myself to figure out these very questions + because I can’t possibly be alone in feeling like this, I’ll be sharing more about this very soon. I mean, c’mon, you think about this stuff too right? Dolphin taxis, yes?!